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May 27, 2007
Rekindling an old flame...
... and facing some tough decisions. It's never easy to lose somebody. And it's even worse when you've lost somebody and have the chance to win them back, but it requires hurting people in the process. Yeah, that's damn near 90210 bullshit right thrrr.
The last two weeks has been an interesting time of transition for me. I've more or less been reminded of who I am on an all but cellular level. What I am at my very core. The things I like, what I love, and ... who I love.
At the same time I find myself remembering why I left all of that behind for a more reserved and timid life.
I've decided to let Silverchair say it best as they always do. This pretty much sums up the love hate relationship I left and will probably take up again:
Need to ask a question
Calling out my name
Nothing seems to bother
Wish I had a clue
C'mon abuse me more I like it
Well I don't think you like me
Well I hate you as well
No one seems to like you
Wish I couldn't tell
C'mon abuse me more I like it
C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true
C'mon abuse me more I like it
Posted by Decemberice at May 27, 2007 09:57 PM